Shamanism. 

I offer shamanic work for those who are drawn to it.  Shamanic practices are powerful, effective tools because they work with us at a core level, literally helping us realign our energy, beliefs and the architecture of our being with our true nature.  As in any healing modality, this work involves a partnering of practitioner and client in the recognition and shifting of painful, dark or limiting aspects of yourself while helping your empowered, true self to come alive.  It is no quick fix with the wave of an enchanted eagle feather!  As on any healing road, it involves a dedication to your true self as it unfolds.  It is a practice where you balance the connection with yourself and all of creation with the ability to “do the laundry” with dignity, humor and discernment.  It is a way to find the practical tools to uncover your destiny and live it.

Shamanic healing.  If this aspect of healing feels right for you, we can add these tools to your exploration of aliveness.  Shamanic practices can help you shift old blocks and live from your true self.  These are some of the ways I can help you: 

• Tap into the satisfaction of being part of the web of life
• Create and use sacred space
• Work with your energy and chakras
• Release old energies that are no longer useful – typically called extraction work
• Discover your power animals and spirit guides
• Reclaim lost parts of your aliveness through a soul retrieval
• Help make important shifts in your life
• Learn to “journey” to your own inner landscapes
• Use the power of storytelling to transform your life
• Find and feel the support of your “tribe” – family, friends, mentors

What is shamanism?  It’s an age-old way of healing that is also modern and timely.  It is the belief that there is a connection between ourselves, our loved ones, our community and the planet.  People, birds, stones, plants and the earth itself are all part of an interconnected web of life.  Each piece of the web affects and is affected by the others.  This way of looking at life acknowledges equal value in all things.  We practice being in balance and harmony with all aspects of life.  Shamanic practice is a dedication to learn to listen deeply to our intuition, trust ourselves, and learn to be stewards for all things.  It is one way we can learn to walk our path with heart and wisdom.

Shamanism as a healing practice works at two levels: the “energetic” and the “mythic.”  I can assist you in all of these areas:

The “mythic” aspect of healing is about shifting from the old tired-out, limiting story we may tell about ourselves to a new, lively, beautiful story of the unfolding of our spirit and life-energy. At the “mythic” level, we actively re-write our scripts and find beautiful and practical ways to live from our true selves. 

The “energetic” aspect of healing:  Shamanism works at the level of energy with tools such as energy work, extraction work, finding a power animal, and soul retrievals. 

Energy work and the chakra system:  When you learn to recognize and flow with your own energy, you feel more balanced. 

Extraction work:  The release of energies that are no longer useful to you is typically called extraction work.

Power animals:  When you receive a power animal, that spirit animal awakens dormant instincts that empower you.  The animal is your ally and guide to show you aspects of yourself you may have never guessed at, but which can help you live more fully. 

Soul retrieval work is about energetically retrieving your wholeness.

What is a soul retrieval?  When we go through a really painful event, sometimes a part of ourselves will “split off.”  Some common reasons this happens are:  Abuse (sexual, physical, emotional), physical trauma (car accidents, falls, operations), abandonment, lack of support in significant times of our life like coming of age and rites of passage, abandonment, the death of a loved one, co-dependent relationships, betrayal.  Our responses to soul-loss can be the same things that brings us to psychotherapy. 

As a result of this original wound, we keep “attracting” similar people, situations, accidents over and over – even through many lifetimes.  The limiting beliefs that we formed at the time of the original wound keep us from living our true potential.  The good news is that these beliefs or “contracts” can be rewritten and our natural gifts and vitality returned to us. 

For example, if someone was abused as a child, she learned that she had to be small to stay out of her parent’s angry radar.  An important part of her, her big, powerful self, left her.  At the time letting go of her power and staying small was the best – and likely the only – way to manage a difficult situation.  In the shamanic view, that power is a soul fragment that split off.  Without that strength she might feel depressed, anxious, or get in unhealthy relationships. 

The good news is that the strength and gifts of that part is waiting in all its completeness to be reunited.  The healer goes to where the soul part has been waiting, and with the help of her own and the client’s spirit guides and power animals, and the willingness of the client, brings that part home.  That is the energetic shift.  The accompanying step is the creation of the “new” story of the client’s unfolding journey.  The client then actively learns to recognize and use the soul part’s gifts in her daily life. 

What is working with the shadow?
  “The place where light and dark begin to touch is where miracles arise.” –Robert A. Johnson
 “Well if I exorcise my devils, my angels may leave too.” – Tom Waits

Our “persona” is the way we wish to see ourselves and to be seen by other people.  It is the way we adapt to our particular culture.  Our “shadow” refers to the parts of us that we split off from our persona; indeed we forget about them or fail to see them.  They are the unowned parts and qualities we think we don’t or shouldn’t have (the dark shadow) or aren’t good enough to have (the light shadow). 

We may tuck our dark shadow away, but it possesses energy and will not be denied.  When we aren’t conscious of it, it has a way of slipping out: it can create havoc, confuse us, cause us to act destructively, or diminish our life force.  Accidents, illnesses and crises can be the shadow asking for our attention – for us to have the insight to transform ourselves and bring healing and beauty to our lives and our community.

We often unthinkingly “project” these unowned or “dark” parts onto others when we aren’t conscious of our shadow.  This happens when we automatically view other individuals or groups as bad, weird, wrong, evil, odd.  Our enemies and antagonists often carry our shadow for us.

We also have “light” shadows.  This happens when we disown our own wonderful qualities, and let other people “carry “ them for us rather than experiencing them ourselves – qualities like creativity, leadership, and spontaneity.  People who have these qualities may be among our friends, lovers, partners, teachers.  It can be even harder to own this “gold” in ourselves than to own the dark parts – to call forth a dormant and unused part of our wholeness. 

We must be willing to look in unlikely or unusual places for our wholeness.  The shadow holds an enormous force of our creativity and instinct.  With conscious work we can claim these powers.  Owning our shadow helps us find fuller access to our creativity, expression, intuition, openness, and vitality. 

Some ways we can work with the shadow include:

Dreamwork (a place where our shadows freely talk)
Using mandalas and mandorlas (the place where two circles intersect)
Active imagination
Shamanic work
Drawing
Movement
Visualization
Singing

My interest in this form of healing started when I was a young child.  I felt tuned into the health and needs of myself and my family through dreams and visions.  Sometimes I would know things before they happened.  I lived in a beautiful woodland, and I count this place as “family” too.  It gave me help and taught me many things about beauty and connection.

Back then there wasn’t anyone around who could help me recognize my gifts and help me learn to develop them.  But I kept tapping into my own intuition and that lead me to the Bay Area in the early 80s.  Soon after my move to San Francisco, I visited the eastern Sierra.  I was astounded – I had been dreaming about the landscape around Mono Lake since I was a small child without ever having seen it!  I felt like I had come home. 

My journey of healing has been to connect and study with mentors, healers, nature and my own spirit guides to use the gifts I have been blessed with. I have studied shamanic work and energy medicine with teachers I met in graduate school, with healers throughout the United States and in the shamanic-energetic realms. The lineages I draw from include: Angeles Arrien, Emily Conrad, Peter Gold, Stan Grof, Joan Halifax, Michael Harner, Bear McKay, Vicki Noble, Brant Secunda, and Alberto Villoldo.

I love this work because it is as real as a stone you can hold, as practical as finding the right tool for the right job, and as deep and meaningful as a heart flowing with love.  It’s satisfying, it’s intense, it’s profoundly human – and I am called to it body and soul.